Today is the last day for everyone, except for Raphael. I was supposed to have been given my birthday gift today, but I didn’t receive any present from Raphael. I guess I should be grateful that I don’t have to wake up every morning in pain, knowing that I may never get another kiss from him.

I tried to smile and act normally, but the fact that he hadn’t come to give me my gift, broke my heart.

I had to admit that I missed his hugs. His scent. The way he looked at me. The way he looked through me.

I remember the first time we made love. I...