The sweat that covers my body is so abundant that the drops run down my skin, my breathing is so agitated that I feel my chest burning, I can feel my hands press the sheets hard, I cannot stay still, they do not leave me alone. I want to see him, I want him to be with me, but he's not, he just looks at me from a distance. The pain that my body feels does not compare to the pain that my heart feels, I can only cry while I look at him from a distance, he just stands still and seeing how I suffer, I want to reach...