The days go by and it is a damn hell, I already lost my essence, I no longer know who I am, it is clear that I lost all happiness, all wit and all intelligence.

I am letting my problems take place in my life and I am not knowing how to master them. Kahin is more and more away from me, he just works, and it doesn't matter that he is at home, he does the same. But why not? Who wants to be with a woman who does not control herself and who screams and gets angry for everything? I'm being a bad mother, a bad woman and...