#Chapter 4

---Nightmares

For the rest of the week I avoided Riley, I wouldn't even go to the cafeteria for lunch, I'll eat in an empty class or the library. He tried calling but I wouldn't answer, what am I supposed to say, I like you but I don't? I like guys but I'm not gay? I wish you were the guy from my dreams.

All those suggestion made me look like a creep so I avoided him all together. I've been extra careful with my grandpa too, I can't endure another beating. I had to take another pill, I couldn't stand the pain so now only one left. I'm...