#Chapter 5

---Party

Days are passing by, I have a friend now, I have someone to sit with and go to and from school with. I didn't need any pills lately, I was okay, I was surviving. Maybe having Riley in my life isn't a bad thing at all, I'm still not sure if I like him like him or not. Do I count as gay if I think about a guy that way?

I'm always careful around my grandpa, I haven't had any accident with him lately. Maybe I'll be able to survive this year and then leave, maybe I'll go somewhere with Riley.

We're sitting on Riley bed,...