Tyler's POV
The thing that was out of my control was when Diana deliberately caught me together with Laura. Diana actually knew that Laura Moane was my office friend. But this time Diana caught me making out with Laura directly in front of her eyes. How could Diana not immediately become furious? But strangely, she didn't say a word, let alone be rude to me and Laura. Only one word came out of her tiny mouth.
"Disappointed."
While shedding tears with trembling lips, she held back the anger that she really wanted to express without any trace left. Meanwhile, Laura and I were caught in the middle of making love in my office. At that moment, we were together in a state of numbness.
I don't know what to explain to Diana. Likewise, with Laura, I can confirm that Laura also lost her way to lighten the mood. Because clearly, we cannot deny what is happening. It was clear that Diana's eyes could no longer be deceived. We were caught red-handed doing a scene that I always do when I'm with Diana when we're alone.
Diana, who was frozen, had tears streaming down both cheeks and kept dripping onto the floor. After a few minutes, Diana witnessed me and Laura having sex. Diana didn't remain silent. She immediately left my office and left us both half-embarrassed. Honestly, I'm actually starting to not care about Diana. But there was very little pity for her. In fact, I could be more heartless than this actually.
Not because Diana cheated on me too often or even cheated on me more. Many times I found that Diana was in a relationship with another man, whether just for special long-distance communication or even being caught on time.
I often looked at her smartphone screen without meaning to until I became very possessive and protective. I once tapped her cellphone without Diana even realizing it, until now I know her activities on her cell phone screen. But this time I really don't care about anything related to Diana. Even if Diana cried, moaned, or screamed, I still didn't care. Not because Diana always disappoints me by having secret relationships with other men. But because I'm so bored of her.
I think Diana was an eccentric and unique figure at first. The first time I met her was at university. At that time I was reading a book that I had just gotten with great difficulty. We met at the campus library. Finally, gradually Diana, who was in pain, often shared stories with me. I don't have a problem with Diana's stories. I had sympathy and empathy for her. But gradually I began to realize with my clear mind that Diana was too whiny and had a playing victim mentality.
At first, I just believed the stories. However, after being in contact with her for quite some time, I felt that Diana was too toxic and often felt like I was suffering the most and I was always the one who was thought to be in the wrong. So I suspect that it's the same with Miller. Diana just reversed the existing facts. Even though Diana often hurt us, Diana felt as if we were the ones who hurt her. Maybe this time it will be the same.
After this, Diana would tell anyone that I was being mean to her. I can guarantee that she will feel the most hurt. Even though I also have the right to be happy with my own life. I'm sick of having to be constantly controlled by Diana. Who is Diana really? How dare she act as if she is the queen who has high authority over my entire life. Since we were just engaged before I finally married her, it would be better for us to just break up. Besides, I don't have the slightest feeling for Diana anymore. For me, Diana is just a field for me when I want to release my lust.
When I'm tired and tired I always use Diana for free and stupidly Diana just wants to without much thought. It is true that her logic is too blunt when it comes to romance, but in academics, she is quite famous for her intelligence so it is not surprising that she has achieved many brilliant achievements. Including when she was accepted for work, she was accepted for so many jobs that it was difficult to choose because there were so many companies that accepted her to work.
Diana is a cheerful figure but she often acts dramatic. At first I really liked it when Diana put on her drama because I felt our relationship was colorful and not monotonous. But over time I felt annoyed, especially as Diana always dominated in various things so that I was often completely silenced and unable to speak up.
Diana is an alpha woman who prefers to manage and be in control. The relationship was carried out as she pleased without her seeing it from my point of view. I never let her be a man. Diana does have a very good leadership spirit, especially because Diana has always been more active in organizations. But Diana forgot that she couldn't always apply her leadership, especially in romantic relationships.
It seems she forgot that I am a man who should lead herself as a woman. Diana forgot that I had complete power over her. But Diana always positions me as the most defensive. She considered me inferior while she herself felt superior and invincible. I hate women like Diana. But Laura always pleases me and respects me more. Even though America is a country that upholds liberalism and puts forward the concept of emancipation, I am still more interested in patriarchy.
I am a man and I also want to be appreciated and pampered, especially by my partner, I want to always be a priority. But that's hard for me to get from Diana. Diana was too selfish and didn't think about my feelings. Maybe Diana gave her body to me but she never completely surrendered her thoughts and feelings to me. I know that Diana did all this just to satisfy her lust, not out of love. So I feel there is no need to fight for Diana. I never felt sorry for letting Diana go like that.
Especially for Laura, I feel this is the right decision. For this reason, when Diana caught me making out with Laura, I openly didn't care about everything about Diana, including my feelings. It's up to Diana's point of view next. It's clear that I don't want to know anything about Diana. I've thrown it far from my life. Diana is just a parasite that sticks to my brain and heart. Almost every day she makes me dizzy just to serve her life. Become her personal driver, deliver food for her even for anything. I'm bored and fed up.
Now I never want to know and ask anyone about Diana's feelings and whereabouts. Once again I emphasize that we have disbanded. I don't want Diana to appear in my life again. Just Laura, with her I want to be a father and have a harmonious domestic relationship with her. Yes, just Laura!
"What about Diana?"
"I don't care!"
"Correct?"
"Yes, I prefer you, and let's go back to enjoying our relationship!"
Diana, who had disappeared from before us a few minutes ago, was like a mosquito that had just passed by. her presence is no longer valuable. Laura and I made love again on my work desk, making love to each other. Her body makes me more comfortable than when I was with Diana last time. Diana is too monotonous and not very clever so I'm always the one who feels tired. While with Laura I felt increasingly passionate. I like this game. Laura was very personable and able to understand what I needed and wanted. Laura is very responsive and has intelligent reasoning so I don't get bored when I'm with her. Meanwhile, Diana is a stiff figure and I have to have extra energy and effort to create pleasure in making love.
"Laura, I'm speechless."
Laura smiled and strengthened her movements even more.
Actually, it's just me and Laura in this office because we schedule overtime work, but Diana's unexpected appearance has actually become routine. It's not that I forgot Diana's routine of suddenly entering my office without permission and knocking on the door, but I really don't care. Even though Diana witnessed all this, I still don't care. I can't think any more about our relationship and this engagement.
It would be good if Diana immediately decided on her fiancé unilaterally because that was clearly what I wanted and hoped for most. I don't want me to look wrong in front of both sides of the family but I want Diana to look stupid this time because previously Diana always embarrassed me so it's time for me to knock her down as much as possible.
Laura also actually knows that I have a girlfriend named Diana. Because Diana often comes in and out of my office. So many people in my office know that I already have a girlfriend and am engaged to Diana. But they also know that I hope for a special relationship with Laura.
Physically, Diana is prettier than Laura, but personally, I am more comfortable with Laura because Laura is able to feed my ego, unlike Diana, who always turns a blind eye to anything about me.
Diana's father was really good to me, treating her like her own child. But her father's sincerity was defeated by Diana's attitude, which was difficult for me to control and often disobedient. Moreover, her mother, who was also annoying, gave me no reason to survive and maintain my relationship with Diana. I'm so tired of all this and the drama created by Diana. I also don't want to have in-laws like Diana's mother.
It feels very tiring if my days are spent on people like Diana and her mother. I don't want to be recessive for a very long time, even if I have to live it for the rest of my life.
Strangely enough, almost every man wanted to be with Diana. Meanwhile, I, who had tried with Diana, actually felt overwhelmed and regretted having had a relationship with Diana. Diana wasn't an attractive woman in the slightest. However, at first, I was also curious about it. Diana, who is very energetic, is able to invite anyone's attention to focus on her. But it turns out that Diana is nothing but a boring and annoying woman. I don't know, my interest suddenly disappeared from her. But having time to enjoy it was enough to make me satisfied. During my relationship with her, I felt full of being able to enjoy her body that no one else had ever had.
Instantly my daydreams about Diana were shattered. When Laura managed to play me skillfully. Ah, Diana, you are less competitive than Laura. You're nothing. I prefer Laura.
"Already?"
"No, continue again. I'm still not satisfied. There's still something missing."
"Okay.”
Laura continues to play her game with great enthusiasm and interest. I became increasingly lost in her cradle, lulled by her service. I've never really heard this from Diana.
But what would Diana tell people about our real relationship? I mean what we ever did while we were in a relationship?
Again, I was anxious and worried, but on the other hand, I was calm again. Because no one will believe Diana's words. Everyone will only look down on Diana's story about me. Because people know me as someone who doesn't have the slightest moral flaw. Most other people would just think Diana was crazy for falling so in love with me. Besides, other people will be very analytical in examining the differences in Diana and I's track record. Other people will have the wrong perception and see Diana as the bad one and making things too far-fetched.
I didn't feel the least bit afraid. Besides, Diana doesn't have strong evidence that she and I have ever had anything more to do with each other. Even if a post-mortem is carried out, other people will not think that it was me who did that to Diana. Wait! Besides, is it true that Diana only did it with me?
But what good would it do me to think more about Diana? Now it's time for me to have fun enjoying all the things I didn't get from Diana. I want to live free and independent away from Diana's shackles. Really, I want to get as far away from her as possible. Don't want to see her again in the next life. For me, Diana is just my dark past and I will never reveal it again. I've buried it deep inside and will never come back to the surface.
"Laura, that's enough, it's time for us to go home and get cleaned up."
"Okay, if you are satisfied then I will end it."
"Thank you, darling." While kissing Laura's forehead, it was full of romance and passionate feelings.
Laura smiled sweetly and immediately put the shirt on my body. One by one she fastened the buttons on my shirt. Very painstakingly and gently, she also tied the tie to my shirt collar. I enjoyed this moment that I had never felt before with Diana or any other woman.
Laura really treated me like a king. Laura conjured up my life as if it were the most valuable and made my life more colorful. Not like Diana, poor Diana.
Goodbye poor Diana, welcome dear Laura. That's the right jargon for me to say this time. Go far away from my life, Diana. Never come back and never contact me again. Let's just say we never met in real life. Just think of us as just a long nightmare experienced in another dimension.
"Already."
While kissing my cheek
"Here, now it's your turn. Let me put your bra on first."
I also did the same thing to Laura, treating her like a queen.
I was made infatuated by Laura.