The days go by and with it comes loneliness, Yazahib has been pulling away from me, he is pulling away and its hurting me every time he looks at me indifferently. I know I did something that he didn't like, but he also behaved unacceptably and hurt me with the way he acted. I don't know what else to do, he has become more possessive, more jealous and more controlling. I do not allow it and I make it clear that he will not dominate me anymore, but that does not matter to him, it is simply shared in the wrong way.

I no longer work directly with Derek, now...