It has been two weeks since I gave myself to Yazahib. Two weeks in which he is jealous and I want to dominate myself. We argue a lot about his possessiveness, he really is very controlling, but still I love him like I have never loved anyone.

My best friend helped me get a pill to avoid getting pregnant. Now I am taking care of myself behind Yazahib's back to avoid getting pregnant. My friend reproaches me and disagrees with what I do, but I can't have a baby, not so soon. I can keep it from Yazahib and when it's safe we'll have a baby.

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