I let go of Gavin and started at my blood stained hands. They were shaking profusely. I grabbed onto his shoulders and shook him.

 

"No, no, no. Gavin, please!" I screamed. A strong pair of arms grabbed me by my waist and pulled me back with much struggle. "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry," I repeat over and over as I let Owen pull me away. "This is all my fault," I sobbed. Owen turned me around and grabbed my face gently. Tears were also flowing freely from his eyes.

 

"Hey listen," he said, looking into my eyes which were probably bloodshot. "This isn't your fault."

 

"Yes it is," I...