Silvia Point of View

Katy and Andi offered to stay with me after dropping me off at home from our girls' night out, but I didn't want them to see me in my misery, so I sent them home and went to bed. The next morning, I woke up feeling like I'd been hit by a truck, but I couldn't be sure if it was from the hangover or from the heartache and anger over what happened with Gerard.

I managed to get out of bed and into the bathroom. When I looked in the mirror, I didn't like what I saw. I was a mess, and it wasn't just...