And because I was desperate that he would forgive me, I agreed to what he wanted.

I signed a contract, I let my guard down so he could take advantage of my desperation. We got married to the judge. But no celebration happened. No one knows what happened but the two of us and the judge-- as well as the attorney who agreed with what we wanted-- what he wanted.

I faintly exited the palace while carrying my bag. I didn’t go to school today, I also ran away from home, including my clothes and other belongings. That’s what Brahms wants. I had to leave there, I didn’t tell them,...