It's been four days and Manoban is still not coming back here in my office and It makes my blood boil and nervous at the same time and I hate it.

I hate the fact that she's just the only one who makes me this nervous about her answer! I know I told myself that it's sure that she will agree with my proposal within this week but hell! It frightening me and I don't know why.

I mean it's just pure lust and sex so why the hell I'm nervous and somewhat disappointed in her for not coming back here? Argh! Why do I even care to that Manoban...