"What?! You fired your Secretary again?! What the hell is wrong with you?" Nayeon said in disbelief.

I just told her what happened earlier and after that, she just gives me that same look like my brother "There's nothing wrong with me but my secretary" I said and rolled my eyes before taking a bit of my salmon.

Nayeon bought me here in this La Master Restaurant here in Hongdae. She said she already goes here a lot of times when she doesn't feel like cooking so yeah.

"No fucking way Rubyjane! I can't even count on my fingers how many secretaries you've fired" She said.

"I never tell you to count it," I said and shrugs.

"Aish! I hate it when you're being savage to me!" She said and groan.

"You can't blame me"

"Of course, I can! Can you be polite sometimes? Now I pity your employees for being with your every day" she said and take a sip of her juice.

"Yah!! I thought you're okay with my attitude?!" I said and glared at her.

"Of course I do! I am already used to your attitude but how about them? Aishah poor employees" she said which cause me to throw the cramp tissue at her.

"Are you fucking serious Nayeon?"

"Hey! I'm just kidding Jen! I love you and you know that" She said.

"Argh! Whatever" I said and sigh then continue eating my lunch because that's really the point of why we came here.

I was about to take a bite of my salmon again but Nayeon interrupt again!

"So Nancy is finding applicants again?" She asks.

"Can you please stop asking and let me eat for once?" I said.

"Sorry but I'm curious so you just need to answer my question"

"Fine! I order that slut to find applicants for that position" I said and took down my spoon and fork not daring to eat again.

"I just can't believe you are calling her slut when we both know that we lost our virginity to strangers too" she said.

"She is way than disgusting than us. I just experience two one-night stands and I'm sure that two dumb guys didn't remember me because we're both drunk" I said.

"But Nancy is just having one nightstand too"

"Yeah but is her pussy is that thirsty that she needs to be fuck every night? we're not like that" I said and shook my head.

"Still. We had sex with strangers too" she firebacks again.

"Nayeon months already passed but no one is coming to me and telling me that we fuck and hell I just did that because I'm drunk and they didn't even give me what I need" I said.

Yeah I already experienced a One Nightstand with strangers and that was when Nayeon and I go to the bar one time. It's already 2 years ago...I know the guy but he never knows me because I don't want them to know me.

Anyways he's not good and didn't give me what I need. I never feel the satisfaction that time so I stop because I know I'm just messing with my Image but just last year I got so frustrated because of my continued work.

I go to the bar again that time and I met the American guy and we're both drunk that time too and he seduced me and it just happened that I gave in and I did it again but it's still the same.

That guy never gives me my satisfaction too and he is the only one who enjoys that night. He's boring to be honest and not good at it. Anyways those two nights with those guys are just a waste of my time.

The night that I spend with them I never let them know about my private profile because they are just strangers that I chose to play with for our own needs but hell as I said they're no good.

Anyways before they woke up that time I just leave them hanging and since that day I never tried to have One Nightstand again because I know all men can't give me what I want and I regret losing my virginity.

"Let's just drop the topic because what I did in the past is nonsense" I said and stand up.

"Where are you going?" She asks.

"Obviously going to work" I said and drag her out because we ride her car and she's responsible to send me back to my company.

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Nayeon drop me off at my company and I walk towards the entrance and was greeted by the guards. I didn't mind them and just go inside with my chin up and just looking straight.

I saw to my peripheral view my employees starting to run like crazy and Instantly continue working. I go inside my private elevator and press the button where my office is.

This elevator is direct to my office room and I'm just the only one who can use it. Not my family or anyone. Just me because I said so. After passing so many floors the elevator door swung open.

I go out of the elevator just to be welcome by my grandfather who is seating on my swivel chair. "Grandfather" I plainly said and throw my bag on the couch here in my office.

He stands up and smiles brightly at me. He walks towards me before hugging me which is I gave back. I've been so fond of my grandfather since the day I met him. He's amazing.

My grandmother already passed away just last year because of her sickness and since that day my grandfather is been so lonely so I decided to move to his mansion to keep him company and Mom agreed with it.

She said it's okay with her since Taehyung is there to keep her company and she said I should visit her if I have spare time. My grandfather is happy to be with me and me too but I don't want to show it.

"My granddaughter! Where have you been?" He said as we sat on the leader white couch

"I just had lunch with Nayeon. What are you doing here by the way?" I ask.

"Your brother tells me something" he said and look at me worriedly.

Aish! Fuck that Taehyung! Can't he just keep his mount shut just for once?! "He's so noisy guy" I said and shake my head.

"He just does the right thing. I still have the right to know about what's going on in this company" He said.

"Yeah I get it"

"You know Jennie you can't fire every secretary that been trying to work for you. You're just adding a problem to yourself. Look, you need to find another secretary"

"I just want everything to be perfect grandpa" I said.

"I understand that you want everything to be perfect and I envy you with that but just please. Try to control your anger and give them chance" he said and caress my shoulder.

"We all know that I hate giving chances" I said in a serious tone.

"It this about your-" I cut him off.

"Please don't ever utter the name of your stupid son" I said.

"Oh yeah I'm sorry" He said. "Please Jen just don't compare other people to him. They are way better than him. Remember that " He said before standing up and I do the same.

He pulls me for a hug and kisses my temple. "I'm going now okay? Try not to snap to everybody because it's bad for you" he jokingly said but I just shake my head.

He bid he's goodbye and leave me here alone. I walk towards my swivel chair and look nowhere. I remember that stupid father of mine...he's the best definition of an asshole.

Want to know what stupidity he did to us? Well, my father just replaces us with his new wife. He's been having an affair since I was born and we just found it out when I'm already in my first year of high school.

See how asshole he is? He's been fooling us for the whole fucking years and what I hate the most is when I found out that my mom knows that my father is having an affair but she never does something.

She is just like a so-in-love wife to her husband that she can forgive him and give him a chance for so many times even my dad is already violating her.

What the fuck right?! Yeah if my mom is not really related to me I already smack her but lucky her she's my mother. I sometimes caught my Dad in his car kissing someone else and that hurts me a lot.

And the day comes and he finally leaves us. Since that day I always cry in my room hating and missing the Idiot guy who pretends to be a good father even he's not.

But I just woke up one day with my tough soul. I start to be like this and started to treat them as If they're just a bunch of used toilet paper.

Even my mother got shocked by my sudden changes but my grandfather didn't. He said he really wants me to be tough as this so no guys could hurt me like what his stupid son did to my Mom but he also said I should try to control it to other people but I didn't.

So yeah! after my grandfather found out about what his son has been doing to us he kicks his son to the position of the company and he started to manage it again until I graduate and took the position.

We all don't have any idea about where is my father but who cares? We don't care wherever he is or what the hell is he doing right now.