Riding a car, seating quietly in the backseat while my head is leaning at the clear window that gave me the view of the bright morning view of the city. People walking at the side road wearing a big smile some are waiting at the bus stop talking to someone still wearing a bright smile.

How I wish I was wearing the same bright smile. Today's month was supposed to be a happy month of my life but it ends up not. I was not happy. I was supposed to be carrying my daughter and breastfeeding her but instead...I was here riding a car going home alone without holding a...