It's scary going into a relationship without a label because I don't know how much I can give him. Also, Jericho's relationship with me will be an issue. Of course, I was scared at first but I was also scared of losing him. Because in him I found everything I was looking for in a man and I want to improve the brain and not just the heart.

Earlier while he helped me in the garden, I only got stronger attracted to the young man. Well, he even took off his t-shirt so for the first time I could see how fit his body was. I kept staring at nothing...