Days later,

Why do I have such bad luck with men? Could it be karma from how badly I treat Xender? If so, I needed God to forgive me. I was younger and stupid, and I regretted it.

I had learned my lesson the hard way, and now I realized my mistake and I was too young for all the emotional trauma I have put myself through.

I made a promise to myself that my next relationship would be my last. I was ready to wait till I found the one. There would be no more excitement over every little effort made by a man.

In fact, I had now...