Oh My Gosh Oh My Gosh Oh My Gosh! Why did you tell him? Tamara you're such an idiot sometimes. What if he wasn't even thinking about sex? Now you've shown how everything to you is about sex. Shit you ruined everything. This is so embarrassing. Gosh I hate myself.

"Tamara!" Darin shouted my name giving me a mini heart attack. "What occupied your mind so much you can't even hear me calling you?" Thinking about how much of a fool I am. I studied his face but his emotions were purely of affection. "Sug-"

"I'm not-" he placed a finger on my lips.

"Sshhhh. I know and I will...