Cold breeze wrapped itself around me and it is no longer the repugnant feeling but rather a feeling of being secured. I looked at the shower as a shiver went down my spine, what if the feeling washed out? I shudder just by thinking about it. I turned off the water and stood there leaning on the wall. The coldness hitting my body but I don't have enough strength in me. I don't want this feeling to be washed out. I curled my hands in a fist.

I opened the door slightly and called Christian,

"Christian.." He was ready to leave for work, upon hearing my voice he came,

"What...