My eyes slowly opened when the sunlight penetrated through the curtains. I adjusted my vision and the realization hit me like a truck as I realized that my soul is corrupt now. I have lost my innocence, my purity.

I have just survived the most horrendous night of my life. The feeling of revulsion because of last night made me want to puke; I feel repugnant. These unbearable flames that are killing me from inside are causing me to fall apart. Depression took over me in just one day, I'll turn insane but I have no choice but to keep these feelings in my heart and bear this undesirable feeling...