Before I realized, The time flew by and the dreadful time came. As I hid my face in my knees thinking that I have disappeared from the world; receiving a great ecstasy but then Gwen came,

"Sophie, It's dinner time." Not wanting to feel that repulsion, I said without looking up,

"I don't want to eat." I sensed her leaving as I exhaled in relief that she didn't force me to have dinner.

After spending a devilishly long time in the garden, I thought that Christian would be asleep and I decided to go to our room. I stood up and went to our room. I opened the door slowly...