Even if mine and Christian relation is not like before but dreads always linger on my heart. It's like one moment we are happy and all and then the next this all would turn out to be a dream and we're gonna be like before because I know he is afraid of love and if he saw any chances of sharing love, he'll become the disgusting devil that resides in his heart. I have no intentions of spending my life in that fear. He's caring but I feel uneasy.

I woke up before him. I turned to him and looked at him. He was sound asleep, I stare at his...