My legs were trembling, my heart; it feels like it can burst from dread. The feeling of being powerless inside of me. Not being able to say something, my dried lips choose to remain silent. Lost in apparitions that I might not know something that can be unbearable for me. All I Could do is to be strong enough to bear the pain and don't let it affect my mind but it seems impossible. I could feel it under my fingernails, the crumbling sensation.

I have already made up my mind, after knowing everything, before breaking or taking out my agony. I will meet everyone who hides this from me....