The sound of my cries was muffled by my hand over my mouth to prevent from humiliating myself further. He made me do what I never want to, he made me feel so defiled and corrupt as it feels like my soul can never be purified again. I felt immense hate and repulsion for him. He made me hate him so much. He is the worst form of a human, he is a cruel guy with no compassion for anyone. I want to run away to a deserted place and cry out loud. I want to be away from him as much as possible.

I constantly begged this insensitive guy...