NATHANIA POINT OF VIEW

I woke up in a dark room. not a single light could be seen by my eyes. I was scared! I'm afraid of the dark. I don't like the dark. " HELP! " I felt both my eyes heating up. Why did I come here?

"HELP!!..HELP ME!" I shouted loudly but no one helped me. " GRANDMA! " I sobbed even more. Grandma was the only one who comforted me every time I cried. Now where am I? where is my grandmother?

Every part of my body was shaking because of the extreme fear. "HELP ME!" I shouted as my tears flowed unceasingly. I buried my face in both my knees and hugged myself.

"YOUR TOO NOISY YOUNG LADY! " I heard a cold voice. I didn't look up because I was afraid of the dark. I didn't want to meet the darkness because it gave me severe weakness in my body.

I heard footsteps towards where I was sitting. I just sat on the cold pavement while sobbing. " HEY YOUNG LADY! LOOK AT ME! " I slowly looked up at her. Somehow my fear of the dark disappeared because there was light in the room.

"HELP ME--!" I suddenly fell silent. My fear came back to know who was in front of me now. "HELLO NATHANIA!" he greeted with a smile.

"YOU?..WERE YOU TOO KIDNAPPED ME?" I asked scared. He just grinned and continued walking towards my place. "When I first saw you Nathania, I immediately became interested in you." I shook my head.

" DON'T COME AROUND!..I'M AFRAID OF YOU!! " my voice trembled as I uttered it. " DON'T COME NEAR!..GIVE ME BACK TO MY GRANDMOTHER!" this demon laughed. He was going crazy! his aura is scary.

"You are different from the woman I met nathania. you make me crazy as a f*ckkk! " I was startled when he pulled me upright. He held both of my arms tightly. What sin have I committed and why has this been my fate!

"scared nathania?" said the devil and grinned even more. My heart was pounding with excitement. "SIR PLEASE LET ME GO.!! " I was crying and begging him.

"And why would I do that nathania. Do you know that no one has given me orders and you know that no one has been rude to me. Except you nathania." I was only able to yell at him because he was touching me. Is it wrong to defend myself?

" you can't escape frow me nathania. I owned you now! " I cried even more. what he wants will never happen. I will escape from here. he has no right to do this to me.

"Why are you doing this? What do you need from me? If you want money, I don't have any. I'm just a poor person!" He just shook his head and grinned even more while looking at me. "do you know what i want nathania? " he pushed me so I fell down and sat on the pavement.

I wanted to moan because of the pain in my seat but I just held it back.

he knelt down to match me.

"YOU!!"

"I WANT YOU NATHANIA!..I WANT TO TASTE YOUR BODY!" I looked at him in disbelief. His eyes were on fire as he stared at my body. I was so scared that I couldn't move. I felt his hand caressing my cheek and rubbing my neck.

I trembled. " I DON'T WANT IT!! " I forcefully pushed him and quickly went to the door. but before I could get out completely, someone suddenly pulled my arm and quickly pushed me against the wall.

" PLANNING TO SCAPE NATHANIA? " My heart couldn't rest anymore. I could feel its strong pounding. I couldn't look him in the eye because the way he looked at me was burning me. I tried to push him away but he caught my hand and stuck it above my head.

"I WILL ESCAPE FROM HERE!..YOU WILL NOT SUCCEED IN YOUR PLAN!" I fought my fear. I tried to be brave even though fear was eating me up, I didn't let it go.

"Let see if I don't succeed!" he said with a smile and kissed me quickly. It was my first k*ss. I can't believe this is happening to me. Every kiss he had on my lips was violent. I could feel my lips being caressed. I pushed him but it wasn't enough. He was strong and he pressed his lips on mine even more.

" AAH! " I moaned when he bit my lip. I could taste my own blood in my mouth. But I continued my struggle even though I really have nothing against him. "YOU'RE AN ANIMAL!" I quickly slapped him as his lips parted. Because of that, even more if I saw his true demonic behavior.

I almost fell from where I was standing when I saw the anger on his face. His glaring eyes didn't want to meet my eyes. His jaw clenched as he grabbed my hair. I moaned.

" How d*re you to f*ck*ng slap me nathania!..but do you know that I like fighting women?! " I shook my head while crying. I'm so scared of him. If only I had known that this would happen to me, I would have never entered that bar.

" DON'T!-AHH! " I was stopped when he lifted me like a sack of rice. I was still moving this time. I hit his back but nothing happened.

"HELP ME!" I shouted as I passed by his staff. I know it's impossible for them to help me but I'm just taking a chance that they might have mercy on me.

they just laughed at me. "OH COME ON NATHANIA THEY WILL NOT HELP YOU BECAUSE IF THAT HAPPENS I WILL KILL THEM!"

" YOU DEMON!..GET ME DOWN YOU DEMON!! " I screamed struggling. When we got inside the room, he threw me onto the bed. I can feel my abundant tears. My chest has been tight for a while. My God, why did you abandon me?

" CALM DOWN!! LET'S JUST PLAY NATHANIA, I'M SURE YOU LIKE WHAT I DO TO YOU! " this demon grinned. The light was off and only the light of the lamp served as light. I retreated to the height of the bed. I pressed my body against the head board of the bed and took the blanket.

"DO NOT!"

" MR. CERVANTES HAVE MERCY..GIVE ME BACK TO MY GRANDMOTHER. MAYBE SHE IS LOOKING FOR ME PLEASE! PLEASE PLEASE SIR! " I begged but I couldn't see that he felt sorry for me. He has no heart! he is so devilish!

no words came out of his mouth. But his face was full of desire.

With his handsome face, you wouldn't think that he is a sly and demonic man. What a pity he is handsome if his behavior is contrary to his gentle appearance.

" SORRY NATHANIA BUT I CAN'T CONTROL MY SELF, YOU DRIVING ME CRAZY SH*t!! " I closed my eyes tightly. Is there really no hope that I can get out of this place? I screamed when he jumped on the bed and pulled both of my legs so I lay down.

"It's like pity! I don't want this-uhmm sir!!!" I felt his head on my neck. He kissed my neck violently. I couldn't help but wince in pain. " ouch!! " I moaned as he bit my neck and bit me. I forcefully pushed him and hit his chest but it had no effect on him.

"SIR IT'S LIKE HAVE PITY! STOP IT!" I cried even more because he only became more aggressive. depressing. depressing.

He only kisses me but I feel like it's a big pleasure landing on my body.

"STOP F*CKING CRYING NATHANIA! " I was shocked when he yelled at me. his eyes were burning so you couldn't meet his eyes. I kept sobbing. I'll stop crying when he lets me go .these things should never happen to me.

He held my jaw tightly. "YOU KNOW WHAT NATHANIA YOUR LUCKY WOMAN. LOOK, I'M STILL THE ONE WILLING TO CRY ON YOU. NOT LIKE OTHER WOMAN THEY'RE MAKING A WAY TO GET ME! " is she delirious? he is really crazy.

" MAKE ME DIFFERENT FROM THE WOMEN WHO WORSHIP YOU. MAKE ME DIFFERENT FROM THE WOMEN WHO WILL WORSHIP YOU. I AM DIFFERENT FROM THEM!" I cried. Because of what I said, his demonic nature seemed even more domble. He tightened his grip on my jaw because so I choked with pain.

"stop it please-UHMMM AH!! " he kissed me.more violent than violent. The pain of my lips. It's like his lips are like a knife and it hurts my lips. I pushed him. but nothing happened. my god!

when I got tired, I let him go. it hurts. yes, these things that are happening are very painful. why does this have to happen to me? His kiss went to my neck again. My system is shaking so much. I'm going to gather strength so I can escape from here and he won't succeed.

His hand landed on my chest. I could feel the weight of my breathing. I could feel my extreme fear. I had to be strong!.. it reached the point where he tore my clothes. I closed my eyes tightly and felt the pain in my heart.

Could this also be the reason grandma doesn't want me to get close to men? I wish I hadn't disobeyed her in the first place. I'm sorry grandma!

I took a deep breath before I raised one of my knees and elbowed the band between him hard. I got a chance to run while he was now writhing in extreme pain.

"F*CK NATHANIA! WHY DID YOU DO THAT ARGHH B*LLSH*T!! " I heard him moan and I knew he was very angry. belong to him

"DO NOT OPEN! " I was depressed. Why am I so unlucky? I didn't know what I was going to do. I looked behind me for a moment. I felt very nervous again when I saw that he was standing but he was still writhing in pain. I was crying as I knocked and kicked the door. However, I regretted it because it really didn't want to open.

" I TOLD YOU NATHANIA, YOU CAN'T F*CK*NG ESCAPE FROM ME! " My knees weakened. I was stopped by opening the door. " WILL YOU RUN AWAY OR WILL I KILL YOU? I could feel the cold muzzle of the gun on my neck up to the side of my head.

No..I can't die..Grandma needs me. No one will take care of my grandma..My eyes are hurting. My eyes are swollen from crying. I'm shaking when I face her. "DON'T!..DON'T KILL ME!" I couldn't see that he felt sorry for me. He grabbed my hair again and threw me on the bed again. " TRY TO ESCAPE NATHANIA I WILL NOT THINK ABOUT SHOOTING THIS GUN. I WILL FEEL FOR YOUR GRANDMOTHER AS WELL!" I held my chest as it tightened. Why is the world cruel to me?