•Still nathania point of view•

WARNING: BE MATURED CONTENT!!

" JUST F*CKING SURRENDER YOUR BODY TO ME NATHANIA AND LET'S BE ENJOY THIS NIGHT! " I didn't speak. I just let my tears escape my eyes.

he is now sitting on me while his eyes are full of desire. His gaze was caressing my body. My clothes were still slightly open and half of my chest was exposed to him.

" SH*T NATHANIA WHAT DID YOU DO AND NOT BE ABLE TO CONTROL MYSELF!! " I didn't answer. It's a good thing the gun is no longer in his hand. I'm nervous about what he's going to do. Am I going to give it to him? but i'm not ready yet!

I just turned eighteen the other day. I can't fully imagine that my fate will be like this. The fate that is difficult to accept in my whole life.

I started to get nervous again when I felt his kiss on my neck. His movements were no longer violent, but I was nervous. My heart was restless because of its fast beating.

" DON'T GIVE YOUR PRAISE TO A MAN WHO DOESN'T DESERVE THAT. YOU ONLY GIVE YOURSELF WHEN YOU GET TO KNOW A MAN YOU WILL LOVE SO MUCH!" from closing my eyes I quickly opened my eyes remembering what grandma told me.

Grandma is right. That's why I shouldn't be able to give up my body to this man. It's not fair for him to do these things especially since this is my first. I shook both of his arms. "SI-SIR..-IT'S RIGHT!..I DON'T WANT IT!" I pushed him.

I just noticed that he wasn't wearing any clothes. Meanwhile, I'm still wearing it but it's already torn. I noticed the change in his behavior again. It's like he wants to eat me alive based on his gaze now.

I was surprised to feel his kiss again, but it was quick and his kiss was really full of punishment. I cried again and was struggling this time. He couldn't kiss me properly because I was so naughty.

"AH THAT'S RIGHT!..SI-SIR!" My hand landed on his cheek again. I bit my lip to see that he was consumed by intense anger now.

*Pak to the left*pak to the right!* My head tilted. My eyes seemed to be spinning.

"F*CK NATHANIA, YOU'RE STILL MAKING A WAY TO HURT ME!" he yelled angrily. I felt his slap on my cheek. I felt his hand linger for a long time. My cheek hurts.

"AH THAT'S RIGHT! YOU'RE A DEMON!" I shouted again and was struggling as he started kissing me again and destroying my clothes. I elbowed his manhood again with my knee. " F*CK*NG SH*T NATHANIA! " I ran again but before I got far he grabbed my hair again.

my scalp hurts. I feel like my hair is going to fall out. I close my eyes and still struggle while sobbing. "AAAH!! " I fell to my knees when he punched my stomach. My body weakened. " I'M F*CK*NG MAD AT YOU F*CK ARGH!! " he punched me twice so the strength in my body ran away. I couldn't move my body. my god when can I get out of here?

" SI-SIR!! " I said weakly. He started to undress me from my body. He helped me undress!..my whole body was exposed. I wanted to cover my naked body but my hand couldn't move. I was so weak.

His gaze landed on my chest. I was very nervous. I felt very nervous. I was afraid that he might succeed. I was afraid that I might give him my body and my praise. I have no objection and I am sure that he will really succeed.

"LEAVE NATHANIA SO YOU DON'T GET HURT!" he whispered in my ear. My hair stood up on my body. I tried to push him but I was weak. I didn't have enough strength to defend myself.

" UHMM! " I mumbled when I felt his hot mouth now occupying one of my cunts. I was disgusted by what he did. I could feel his slippery tongue playing with my n*ppl*s. crying I pushed him again but it was ineffective.

I bit my lip to stop the moan that wanted to escape from my mouth. He might say that I like what he is doing. But my body is just a traitor. It seems that it is pushing me to hit this man. I will not defeat him!

" AAH ouch! " I moaned. He pinched one of my n*ppl*s with his one hand. His movements now were all violent. No care. Every stroke and movement he made on my body released the My mouth is full of moans.

" I know you want what I do nathania! " he whispered. I felt his hot breath landing on my neck. I cried as I looked at him. this time he met the eyes that were staring at me. Why is he so handsome? but why is he so demonic?

" UUHMMM ouch! " he kissed me and bit my lip. I could feel his tongue moving inside my mouth. He's kissed traveled down to my neck, down to my lower abdomen the last is down to my v*g*na. I stopped moaning and I knew that my lower lip was full of wounds.

" OH! " I was surprised by the sensation he created. Why do I feel different now? "STOP IT...I DON'T WANT IT, I DON'T WANT IT TO STOP!" he stopped and looked at me angrily. Until now, my tears have subsided. Nothing has to happen to us, I'm not ready yet!

I struggled until I kicked his face because he was at my feet while his face was right between me. I held my mouth because I kicked him in the eye. I don't want to be the cause of his blindness.

"YOU WASTED MY PATIENCE NATHANIA!! " he said angrily while holding his face. He stood up and glared at me. I looked for the blanket on the bed but couldn't find it. " I NEED TO DO THIS SO I DON'T HAVE DIFFICULTY IN CLAIMING YOU! " I was nervous.

Handcuffs? he grinned and grabbed my hand. I cried even more when he hung the handcuffs on the headboard of the bed. He also handcuffed both of my legs so it was hard for me to move. He grinned at me. " BE READY NATHANIA! " I struggled. I was even more scared.

"Please!..DON'T DO THIS TO ME!..I'M SCARED!" I cried defiantly. He grinned and started taking off his boxers. My body trembled. I didn't want to give him what he wanted to happen.

I'll just give it to the person I love and the person I'm going to marry. If I was nervous before, now I feel twice as nervous when I see the band between his thighs. I was even more afraid of what he would do. I shook my head many times.

" DON'T NOW!..I'M NOT READY YET! " I started crying even more. I glanced at the handcuffs on my hand and moved it but it was difficult to get out of this handcuff. I looked ahead again.

His smile is wide. He is really determined about his plans for me. I can see the bounce of his size. It is big and long. " READY NATHANIA? " he asked waking up. I sobbed and shook my head. not yet! I'm not ready yet. I'm nervous about what he'll do.

"I KNOW YOUR NOT READY, BUT MY JUNJUN IS READY NOW TO MEET YOUR PRINCESS V*G*NA!" I swallowed. "HE'S READY TO GO INSIDE YOU!" He bit his lower lip and ran over to me.

I heard every beat of my heart. I felt the shaking of both my legs. He touched my cheek. " AND BESIDE YOUR 18 NOW, NATHANIA IS AT THE RIGHT AGE. YOU'LL BE READY TOO! " how did he know that I'm 18. I just turned 18. I closed my eyes when he caressed my cheek.

" I'M SORRY TO SAY THIS NATHANIA! " I opened my eyes when I felt a hard object pounding my womanhood. " I'M UNGENTLEMAN! " he grinned. He separated both of my legs. I tried to move but my hands and feet were handcuffed.

"I LIKE ROUGH!..I'M NOT A GENTLEMAN!" he said and violently inserted his masculinity inside me. My world stopped! My tears flowed faster and faster. My heart beat slowed down. It seemed to disappear. all the strength in my body.

it's hurt!...so much hurt!!

my heart hurts because he succeeded. it's hard to accept because he was my first. I'm not virgin anymore. the man I'm going to love is not the first to get the honor I cherish the most.

it's gone!...what I treasure the most is gone. I'll never get back!!

My body stiffened and I could feel how big his weapon was inside me. I feel the destruction and tearing of my femininity. I feel the intense pain and pain when he inserts it inside me. I couldn't move. My stomach suddenly trembled. I wanted to scream in so much pain but I couldn't. I wanted to push him but I was tied up!

"IT'S HURT NATHANIA?" he asked with a smile. I couldn't answer. I felt the fullness between me because of his big size. I seem to have lost my mind. I could only hear every beat of my heart. My tears flooded more and more.

" SH*T NATHANIA YOUR T*GHT!.UHHH! "

" IT HURTS!!!! " a moan came out of my mouth when he completely inserted his penis. It was like my body was being torn to pieces by the pain. I clenched my fist. That's it. !...I just want to give up!

" OOOH IT HURTS!!! " I moaned again. But he ignored me. He moved violently. He moved carelessly. The pain got worse and worse as I fell. I sweated as the pain continued. .he doesn't care even though he can see the drop of blood between me.

His movement became faster than lightning. But I still feel pain until I feel the heat flow in my heart. As long as he moves, all I feel is pain and agony. I endured the pain and pain.peru my tears won't stop falling.

Until it came to the point where it was midnight. I can't save my body. I'm really weak. Until now, I'm still crying. It's ok for me that he tortures me. he will hurt me.just don't do these things.peru in the end.what have i done? nothing!..I ​​gave him my body.

" YOUR TIRED JUST SLEEP HMM? " I couldn't answer. I don't know what he took from the side table while his manhood was inside the cup. My eyes widened. He stabbed me in the arm. I wanted to fight but I was immediately overcome by darkness.

IT'S DIFFICULT!

MY SITUATION IS DIFFICULT. BUT IT HAPPENED!

WHAT SHOULD NOT HAPPEN HAPPENED!

I hope it's just a bad dream!..I hope it's not true!