Lilly Pov

　　"Omg I'm freaking out "

　　"I'm going crazy I think I'm going to pass out any minute from now "

　　"I can't take this " I said pacing back and forth in my room

　　"calm down Lilly else your blood pressure is going to rise to a two hundred "Lala said but I didn't care

　　"what if it's what I'm thinking"I asked

　　"it might not be what your thinking okay"Lala replied

　　"By the way why am I just hearing this now" Lala asked

　　"This is not the right time for this Lala just pray for me okay"I muttered

　　"Just breathe okay"she said and I did as she instructed

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