Lilly Pov

　　i laughed loudly and he slammed my door shut

　　I always knew a moment like this will come

　　First of all I knew Bryan can't just come to my room like that

　　he hated me so much

　　Even when he talked to me,he tried to be polite which he wasn't good at

　　When he asked me the first question I smiled inwardly

　　I knew what he was up to and kept mute ,he was beyond pissed but that didn't affect me

　　I don't really care .

　　my phone rang and I picked it up

　　it was Lala and I had alot of things to tell me .

　　we talked for hours till I got tired an decided to walk downstairs

　　There was no one,so I just took my camera and began giving my fans a tour of the house

　　the turn up was huge and my subscriber were increasing, meaning more money for myself

　　Can life be so perfect

　　**

　　"Hey Tim,you look so cute"I said smiling

　　",what about me"Sade asked pouting

　　"you look very cute too"I said and he smiled widely

　　"And you , you look horrible,,,,smile often it goes a long way"I said to Bryan and he rolled his eyes

　　"and before I forget, our baby wants to eat Doughnuts and some ice cream .. chocolate flavor"I said to him while he scoffed

　　"I'm not buying anything"he snarled

　　"oh poor Bryan, you don't want to taste the patience of a pregnant woman do you "I whispered in his ears before walking upstairs

　　***

　　About some hours later Bryan brought them to my room and I jumped exictedly

　　"I'm done Lilly"he said

　　"come kiss me and get the f*ck out of my house"he added and my eyes widened

　　"yes just do it and let's get this over with"he said slowly

　　I smiled widely and crashed my lips on his .

　　Hi ma'am" I greeted smiling

　　"Hi Lilly how are you "she asked

　　"I'm doing great" I replied

　　"By the way your looking beautiful"she said and I blushed

　　"thanks ma'am" I replied

　　Actually why is Bryan manger being extremely nice to me

　　I was about leaving when she called me back

　　"Actually I came to see you" she said making me stare at her

　　I knew she was up to something

　　"sit"she said and I did

　　"Have you ever gone on a tour before" she asked

　　"no ma'am "I replied

　　she was just asking when she knows truly well that only superstar go on those

　　How dose she wants me to go on a tour huh?

　　"Great I was thinking if you would like to go on a tour with the BTS "she asked

　　"thank you so much ma'am but I won't like it "I replied and she stared at me in shock

　　"what ....what do you mean"she asked in disbelief

　　"I can't go on a tour with them " I replied

　　"I thought you would be jumping at this offer, isn't that what you wanted when you first faked a pregnancy"she asked

　　I wasn't upset ,I only smiled at her

　　"Bye ma'am"I said bowing my head and walking upstairs

　　I knew she wanted to use me to gain more fame for the BTS

　　i don't blame her but right now I'm already furstrating Bryan

　　I didn't want to add to it

　　I pity him tho

　　I didn't want to push it too much because it's a fake pregnancy

　　I went up to my room and called Lala

　　she was super excited and we chatted for so long

　　I gave her all the updates and she told me how happy she was that her Best friend kissed a celebrity

　　she even asked me to make a video while kissing him the next time

　　that girl is more crazy than me

　　I knew definitely there wouldn't be a next time

　　Bryan felt like dying when Sade and Tim walked into my room

　　It was like his hatred for me increased

　　and when I pecked his cheeks ,pure disgust was written all over his face

　　I will stay a little longer to furstrate him before leaving

　　*

　　I walked up to his room and knocked on the door

　　"Leave"he half yelled and I went it

　　how did he even know who was knocking

　　I sat at the mini bar in his room and poured himself a drink

　　did I tell you guys that his room looks like another apartment entirely??

　　well I just did

　　He rolled his eyes on seeing me and glumped down the content

　　"I thought you would jump on the offer to go on a tour with us"he said not looking at me

　　"ohh I didn't want to stress our baby"I replied rubbing my belly

　　"your insane"he muttered

　　"says the superstar who is getting himself drunk"I replied

　　"ohh shut it ,do you think this few glass could make me drunk "he asked rolling his eyes

　　"tell me do I annoy you that much"I asked pouring myself a drink too

　　"your the most annoying creature on Earth"he snarled

　　"oh my this is strong "I muttered after glumping down the whole contest

　　"I never asked you to join me"he said

　　"I asked myself "I replied glumping down another glass

　　"you better stop not to get drunk"he said

　　"worry about yourself boy ,,,,I have drank more than you did while sitting here and I'm still okay " I replied

　　"you wish"he said

　　We kept pouring ourselves drink till the bottle was empty and I must confess

　　we were are highly drunk .

　　Drunk Lilly Pov

　　I came down from the chair and staggered towards the bed hitting Bryan

　　he snarled and pushed me too

　　"Get off "he half yelled dragged my feet

　　"you stink"I replied and hiccupped

　　We both dragged on who to sleep on the bed and he ended falling on top me

　　in a blink his lips landed on my and I kissed him back deeply

　　I wasn't in control of myself and so was he

　　everything was just happening so fast that we were both unclad now

　　And then it just happened.

　　I couldn't open my eyes

　　I felt like I got run over by a truck

　　First of all I felt a huge weight on the side of my body and secondly it feels like I carried the whole universe on my head

　　I turned to the other side of my bed without opening my eyes yet

　　and I was a bit relieved

　　it's like the weight on my body dropped a little

　　I opened my eyes gently and met another pair of eyes simultaneously

　　those familiar pair of eyes

　　"Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh" I kept yelling so did the person before me

　　we both raised our heads up before groaning in pain

　　"what are you doing in my room "Bryan asked

　　"how did I end up here"I asked holding my head

　　that was when our eyes met each other and they widened Instantly

　　we both look down and we were completely naked

　　we dragged for the sheets to cover each others body

　　"so you seduced me huh"Bryan fired angrily

　　"This was your plan all along right"

　　"so you planned to get us both drunk and have s*x right "

　　I was mute

　　I just gave my virginity to him

　　he wasn't even worth it

　　I didn't want him to see me cry but right there I couldn't control it anymore

　　"I was a virgin"I muttered chocking on my tears and Bryan kept mute

　　I couldn't stop the tears no matter how I tried

　　"wait ,did you use protection or something "I asked and he looked around

　　"Did you pull out"I panicked

　　"oh my"

　　"I'm doomed" I half yelled in tears

　　"say something Bryan "

　　"I don't know what to say, you shouldn't have come to my room in the first place"

　　"you shouldn't have even joined me to drink "he stated

　　"are you being serious"I yelled angrily

　　"Bryan we had s*x ,,,,,, unprotected s*x Bryan"

　　"I'm not ready to be a mother,,,I'm not even prepared,I can't even take care of myself talk more of a human being" I muttered

　　"I'm sorry"Bryan said

　　I wanted to ask him why he was apologising but I'm caught up in my own problems too

　　"we should go see a doctor maybe there is something can give you,,, maybe pills "Bryan said and I nodded

　　"can you close your eyes"I asked and he nodded

　　He closed his eyes and turned to the other side of the bed

　　I quickly came down,picked my clothes from the floor and wore them

　　I ran out of his room like someone being chased

　　Gosh this is not happening right now

　　I hurried to the bathroom and poured water on my face

　　I hope this is just a dream but it wasn't

　　I really had s*x with Bryan .

　　Bryan Pov

　　I ran my hands through my head

　　I was supposed to be mad right ??

　　But I wasn't

　　And I'm feeling guilty

　　I felt bad to see her cry

　　I didn't know she was a virgin before

　　Removing the sheets I could see blood stains

　　my heart crumbled

　　I dragged them out and dumped them in the washer

　　what have I really done what was I even thinking

　　will she forgive me .