I wonder if he thinks I may find Demagio attractive and am too convincing at what he asked me to do; he clearly is not a man who likes his play things to give anyone else the attention he demands anyway.

Wasn’t that why he asked me to come here though, because I am good at doing exactly this?

If he wasn’t being so weird I would be on seduction overkill and finding my comfy zone, but Alexi makes this whole thing completely unworkable. I don’t feel comfortable flirting with another man under his gaze, even if it is something I excel at. He is killing my mojo and how...