Is this for real?

We are staring face to face at very close proximity.

Though I am awkwardly positioned due to being tripped, my face is still over hers, and did not dare to move.

I already can't recall how many times I have been struck dumb by the things about Ellen and me just this day.

No matter how calm or composed a person is, someone can really knock him out of his feet, in this case, she is to me.

Suddenly,

"Kiss!"

"What happened?

What am I doing?

Why am I kissing her involuntarily?

Was I bewitched by staring at her?

Or is this really what my instincts...