He was right. It worsened everything. It fixed nothing, it messed me up more.

Staring at my reflection in the mirror, I was standing motionless for the past hour.

What had I done to myself? I had started to neglect my whole existence… again.

Each passing second, I was living in the moment where I embraced him and that was constricting my chest. The hollowness was suffocating me.

I… can’t live like this.

“I can’t have you even if I want you. But, then what kind of love would it be?”

Whispering with tears collecting in my eyes, I touched my reflection with my hands, lips quivering from anguish.

“How...