‘I am sure, when I have you, I will find all my happiness…’

After my breakdown, Ahmer didn’t come to me once.

He started sleeping in the other room, going to work early and I had no strength to confront him either so I avoided him.

I truly thought that I would carry this burden, that things would become better, I could be a wife but in the end, I couldn’t.

Everything I thought led to him.

“I am sorry…”

Lying on the bed, I was remembering how I used to do his things. But, I didn’t even bother to do that much for Ahmer.

“...for being such a horrible...