No, no, no, no,no! This can not be happening right now, it's too soon! He just kissed me and it felt as if he touched my soul.

I was freaking out. I can not allow myself to get lost in him. It's for his future benefit and mine. He's perfect, I'm not. We do not belong together! He is just so, so intimidating and powerful and I'm just me.

I have to get out of this place, right now. All the spooning and neck sniffing and kissing (well the one kiss) I just know it won't be long until I cave and give in and well submit.

I mean before...