I looked away from him as I couldn't bare to look at him in this moment. We didn't say anything for a moment as he stood right in front of me. I somehow couldn't find the strength to speak.

Xavier stroked my cheek gently and then moved my face so that I was looking at him. When I looked into his eyes, it immediately made me feel calm. As soon as I remembered the reason as to why I was here, I grew anxious again.

This just wasn't fair, how could I possible look into his eyes and tell him. Tell him that we won't be parents, that he won't...