Finally another month passed and it's already three months since Ryan left. Those three months were really a hell to me. Sleepless nights, crying and missing him were the things I always got. Finally I'm going to say goodbye to all those bad things because Ryan is coming soon.

While I was sitting on the bench in the garden, I watched Noel playing with Raylie and unintentionally I smiled because he's such a caring and loving brother. Ever since Raylie was born Noel started to act like a brother who cares about his sister more than anything. He didn't even let her fall. I'm really thankful to Noel because he...