He's gone? What? I watched Chris's face for a while and found his face was filled with both sadness and hurt. So it was true?

"So it was true?" I again asked him as he looked at me and nodded. It felt like someone was stabbing my heart with a thousand sharp daggers. It's not someone, it's just Ryan. Without asking anything from him I just turned and left. I walked out of the hospital while wiping my tears. I just don't know.. How am I going to live without him now?

It hurts, it really hurts to believe that he won't come to me again. Memories surged into my...