Ashley  

I'm numb, I feel lost and for the first time in my life I feel alone and that's not something I have ever experienced not with my dad around anyway.  

I highly suspect that my mates going to reject me and I wouldn't blame him. I'm a mess and now officially a Rogue and while he's out of this world stunning and seriously large and masculine I'm not.  

I'm short and while I may not be skinny my frame and muscles don't even begin to compare to his and as much as I would love to have my mate, I just don't see why he'd want me not right...