Nate's eyes burned like fire , there was red, blue and green in one eye , so many colors that I couldn’t understand.

I was lost staring at those eyes but when his hands tighten on me again, choking me , I was forced to pull at his hands .

“Nate , Nate , you are hurting me please” I cried the tears coming out as I struggled against his strong arms on the wall and my legs dangling under , he had raised me up .

Nate threw me across the room and I hit my hand on the floor and my hands against the table as the blood gushed out .

A loud scream tore out of my mouth as I scrambled to the corner of the room whine watching the bloood gush out of my fucking veins .

Nate didn’t spare me a glance but instead he just looked at me, dragged the piece of clothing on the bed and slammed the door behind me .

“Please , please” I begged no one in particular as I cried out desperately while I searched frantically for my phone. I had to call Sophia. She was the only one who could help me at this moment .

I was losing so much blood , more than I had ever imagined, I was dying , my step brother .

I saw his eyes .

What was he ?

“Sophia , Sophia please help” I cried out to her the moment she picked up the phone .

Stay put , I am coming over right now and this time , I’m not going away .

The call ended immediately and I laid on the floor as I watched the blood gush out more , it was more like Nate wanted me dead .

He purposely hit me against the wall , he hated me , so many people said he is a monster , why couldn't I believe ?I thought he wasn’t going to hurt me , I am his step sister , well I guess that doesn’t count .

The door to my room instantly burst open as I struggled to open my eyes .

Sophia I’m dying , I called out weakly as I struggled to raise up my head .

What the fuck did he do to you ?

Those weren’t Sophia's voice , it was Chase and Ryder's voice .

“You take care of this mess , I am going to get to the rest of it “Ryder told Chase as he rushed out of the room while Chase grabbed me up immediately pressing the veins that were popping out the blood, making it stop .

“You don’t need to help me , you know you want me dead either way , it’s not like you are any better than he is , just let me be” I told Chase as I tried to pull away from him .

I promise your mother that I am going to keep you safe , I don’t think I want a word from my dad .

I didn’t know he was going to be here chase , this was the room assigned to me , I only came here because I was assigned here , why did he have to hurt me , did you see his eyes , he is a real monster and he hated me so much , I don’t think that I can spend another day here if my own brother wants me dead , I don’t think that I can , I don’t want to please .

Chase grabbed me and pulled me close to him as he hushed me .

You know what ,I think you are going to be just fine , don’t think about it .

I just nodded and pulled off the cloth that was covering my hands .

The fuck ? That was Chase's voice .

The blood had stopped and it was all healed up like I didn’t just get hurt but the only thing was that I still felt that slight headache .

How did you do that ?

I don’t know, it just healed up , I don’t understand please , you can’t tell anyone , I don't understand what is going on with me .

It’s okay , that’s safe with me .

“Why don’t you go get some rest , I will be out , but don’t worry I am going to make sure that Nate doesn’t come close to you , not now nor ever” chase whispered standing up .

“Thank you ChaseI will nor forget this I promise” .

Chase just nodded and walked out of the room leaving me behind .

The moment he got out , I made sure that the door was tightly locked and pulled out my hanged and just as he had said my arms were healed up .

I could never understand what was happening , why was I healing up , I was just and just a few moments later I am no longer hurt .

This isn’t the second time that this is happening and I am going insane thinking about it , but right now I need some rest and I also need to know what Nate really is .

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How many times do I have to tell you that you have to keep your emotions in check when it comes to anything that has got to do with her .

It was Ryder's voice , I knew they were going to come and lecture me on what and what I should do .

I drank the last drop of blood on the glass and turned to face them , just as I had predicted the judgmental looks they had on their faces , I could see them .

Tell your witch to stay the fuck away from me , because the next time she does .

You're going to kill her.

You almost did tonight “ Chase yelled at me , obviously pissed .

No , I didn’t do that , she wasn’t going to die , she is a witch remember .

You know already .

The doubting looks on both Chase and Ryder's faces , I loved what I saw .

I didn’t come this far just to ruin everything , you don’t know how much it took me staying with those humans and acting and bending like them , I am so tired and sick of it , I just wanted time ,have a little fun and that I shall have that if it is with her , I don’t mind that , I don’t care what you both think but if she ever cross me again I might just snap her head , you know what that could do huh .

“You wouldn’t Nate , you need her .

“ Then let her cross me again , I might be incredibly stupid or what do you think .

Nate .

You don’t tell me what to do , the Eras of me doing as you please is over , I have her in my domain and I am home , let’s stop that brother's duty . As much as I respect the fact that you are my second and third in command , you know how much I hate being told what to do .

I never wanted her here in the first place , you both know that I can’t stand her but you brought her in the dorms to stay and you think that I can accept that’s, the best the both of you go behind my back and make any stupid plans , I promise that it will be the last that you both ever get to make us that understood .

“ Yes Alpha” they both answered together .

A satisfied smile came to my lips as I walked out leaving them to their affection.

It was time since I visited home and had a whole lot of fun . I don’t see any wrong if I decided to do that right here and today .

I am so back to being myself and the last thing I wanted was some lecturing from my beta or delta , I am just in no mood for that .

“You know she can be your Nate “ my wolf whispered to me .

I would rather die than accept a human to be my mate and not just any human , my stupid step sister or if that is what we have made her to believe .

As I got out of the house , my guards were already waiting for me out there .

“Alpha”they all greeted with their heads bowed as I passed by .

I ignored their greetings and walked into the car .

“Take me to the park. Tyler , I need to be home , but not just home but I think that I really need to see someone right now .

Authors note /Serena journal

June 3rd 1999 , was the first day that I saw what Nate can really be , the way he grabbed my neck , choking me like I was some kind of meat , did he really think that I am just going to leave , maybe it was him fighting the monster in him but this was the beginning of it all , do I hate I him for that , obviously I don’t .

This is just Serena journal in reference to the story , please if you enjoy this story , drop your wonderful comment under each chapter it encourages me to put out more.