We walked to the sushi place near the shop. I decided to give in and go with him because all of my decisions lately don't feel like my own. I feel like every day I wake up as a different person, and every day that person wants different things. Today it's Brandon, yesterday it was closure, tomorrow is a mystery. I wish I could have my priorities straight because not knowing what I want is exhausting, but when I shyly look up at Brandon across from me now, at our little table in the Four Seasons sushi hole-in-the-wall restaurant, I feel at peace.

There are two other people besides us...