cHAPTER 16.

I am so stupid! I'm so stupid because I let him go even though I knew in myself that he really is, he's really the one I love and even when he's really the first, g*go lng noh! g*go lng because I prefer to hurt him, I prefer to fool him, I prefer to listen to what others are saying! I really don't want to, I really don't want to do it but I'm stuck, I really don't want to follow but I'm scared, it's too hard if he only knows, it's too hard for me to speak to him without coming out of my mouth, yes I...