I couldn't believe what he was saying, and I also didn't know what he wanted to convey. Is this really what it feels like to have a boyfriend? Or maybe I just had the wrong dream when I first had a lover.

We broke the hug as I was a little upset and he was just looking at me.

"Feeling better?" he asked me, and I just nodded.

We all have that time when you think more about the negative thoughts than the positive ones, like now. I thought everything was right. I thought he would get angry, but we can't say and we have different ways of thinking.

He...