Derek

　　'Melody'

　　That seems to have become the only name I hear lately. Even my name is starting to sound like that.

　　I wonder what has gone wrong in my head. Sometimes she even appears in my dreams.

　　The irony of my situation is very funny, isn't it? I mean, the woman I spent half of my life hating has started haunting my dreams. Just not in a frightening but in a disturbing way.

　　I feel disturbed and restless.

　　She doesn't care what I think or do to her. Unlike before what I think mattered to her.

　　Sometimes I wish that Melody could return. I am not used to this...