*** Five years later ***

*** Cynthia GUEU ***

I stare at the bloodstain on my underside and my shoulders slump. Once again our attempt to have another child proved fortuitous. Since last year Ryan and I have been trying for a second child and still nothing. I'm starting to lose hope. I want to have another child from my husband. Our son Mika is 5 years old and he is already asking for a little brother to play with. Ryan and I had wanted to wait until he was at least 4 years old before having another child so that we could follow him well and prepare for the...