***Some months later***

*** Cynthia GUEU ***

I woke up this morning melancholy and for good reason? I miss my mother. Yesterday when I was with Ryan, he called his mother with whom he talked a lot and even laughed. It felt like there was a bond between them. It made me nostalgic at the time and since then I can't stop thinking about my mother, about all our times spent together. Sometimes I want to go see her but when I remember what it was like the last time, I retract immediately. It's only when Maya calls her that I hear her voice in the phone. With Maya, the...