What happened that night has not been repeated. I don’t want her to say that I am abusing her, especially that I got her virginity. I don't want her to use her body on me to manipulate me. But, honestly, inevitably, I won’t be tempted and it’s hard to hold back my lust every time she’s near. As I said, she’s a fucking goddess and I even proved that when I saw her body fully naked.

It's been a month since we're married. She played the role of a wife. She knows a lot about housework and I admit that all of my accusations against her are wrong. But I...