Aria

I woke up and it's still 4am even I am tired. I won't go back to sleep. I know when I sleep again he will not be in bed when I woke up.

I want to take care of Lucas. I want to prove that not all girls are the same. I want to show him how a wife take care of her family. I will try to take away his pain away.

I told him that I will help him to reduce from pain he is suffering even though he spat hurtful words at me. I needed to be strong.

I brush his hair from his face. I...