It's been a week since it all happened. I didn’t leave the house and I just stayed in Umami’s room. In the previous days, I did nothing but cry and cry but I think my tears were gone and no one wanted to come out.

Every day I just send Dane an ‘OK’ message to let her know I’m still alive and doing nothing wrong to myself. I just made Umami's room a shelter to somehow ease my heart even though I was still hurting.

My system still can’t accept that I’m alone. I expected Margot to come home here but she didn’t. Blaze's message me that she was out...