It was the middle of the day already and stuff was still coming in. Many servants were preparing the food and it came out of the blue, but I snapped at them when they touched something which was not part of the preparation. Because they were being nosy and mostly it was the women.

I shouldn't have felt bothered like it was mine. I realized, I felt protected over them which was not mine anymore.

I felt anxious all day, there was only me in the house. Benjamin and Nicholas were with them and I hadn't heard if James showed up at the venue.

Still waiting anxiously until the evening...