I still madly in love with Jake, even thought I need to get responsibilities with all the mistakes I've been done to Ethan.

It was a shame he was taken so young. Maybe if Ethan had been a good beta like Jake then this wouldn't have happened, maybe we could be happy and healthy as a family.

But no matter what I did it was just not working out. I mean, it's not as if Ethan wanted to break up, he didn't want to end things because of me. He would probably say it was better that way, but deep down I know that's not true. It's my fault for...