With all my strength I press the headphones to my ears with my palms, trying to drown out these squeals, I fall on the bed, pressing my head with a pillow. It does not help ... How I hate this Christina, I despise it with all my heart. I understand intellectually that in fact my feelings for this woman are not justified in any way. The fact that she looks like a highway girl and has the habits of a porn star may be a reason not to feel sympathy for her, but not to hate. Still, for hatred, serious reasons are needed, which I actually don’t have. And yet...