Alex:

I felt like I was spinning in a never-ending carousel of incomprehension. The air knocked out of my lungs, my eyes popping out of their freaking sockets.

Ryan is cheating on Louisa? It was unthinkable. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. The guy who had been trying to win Louisa's heart and take her away from me was now kissing another girl in a dirty alley. What a dick.

Should I be surprised? He's a playboy. He never changed– I see it now. He made it seem like he was so into her. He's a crazy psycho.

I felt a wave of devastation wash over me. Poor Louisa....